How I Wish I Could Fix Me

How I wish I could fix me,
Tighten up some bolts.
Loosen up some stuck on grease,
Give a few jolts.

I don't know why I do this,
Why I just want to die.
Hang my head to the floor,
Close my eyes and cry.

All of a sudden life sux again,
When yesterday was fine.
Tomorrow I'll be happy as hell,
Just give me time.

Hell if I understand this.
Damned if I know what to do.
Can't put it into good words,
Have no one to tell it to.

So I have to suffer through it,
And keep it to myself.
You see me as being a bitch,
But I'm going through Hell.

©February 4,2003