I'm Alone


Another night I sit alone,
I hurt.
Telling myself I'll live again,
I can try.
But how I love you is deadly.
My soul...
It aches like never before
And still I breathe.
Where are you? I do not know.
Not here.
I take my hair down for the night,
You are gone.
Knowing you are with her kills me,
So damn slowly.
Its cruel and you know it.
Love it even.
I'll live through this gun shot,
I'm strong.
But right now I hurt bad,
And I'm alone.


©July 16, 2004